Like HOLY WATER!!...hahah. its been such a long time since ive updated my old blog. damn. its like since, AUGUST last year!! HOLY PEPPERONI PIZZA!! GDNESS GRACIOUS ME....

okay la, just to recap right. im in sec 4 nw studying in wdgrove secondary. and ETC.

okay i just dont know why but i have this sudden urge to blog. hah, cool huh.
today is thursday n sch was fine. i slept,drank,ate,mesmerised,farted n talk crap in class (noticed there isnt the word 'STUDY' ??haha) just now now in sch . for recess i had...ermm... CHEESED-SAUSAGE BUN n along with SIEW MAI (nt sure if its the right spelling though).

Then.....................................................................................................

wait a minute, this is strange but, im TIRED typing alrd. so i'll stop here kay.

GOODBYE

/~'.Ru$Ty.'~\

Life's been great with 'them' out of my life...feels so much different...cn do whatever i want n when i want...
hmm,maybe they feel the same way towards me..err..but what the fcuk do i care...im enjoying my life!

but just two more years in this school n im out of here...hmm,i think i can deal with that. ;)
then into a new life.
like i said,in malay ''kite tak hidop mati jiwe ngan kwn samer''....or should i say ''brothers''....hah,fcuk up la

but i have to admit,there are some disadvantages..because its hard moving around n doing things that have their presence knowing that they used to be..my pals,buddies my so called 'brothers'...but its ok...
but its still better to have a few good friends rather then having alot n nt good...am i rite??...yeah

one cn see the other person's true self when faced in times of difficulties,problems... take note of that =)

but its not that im saying their bad or anything...they're really fun n friendly..its just that i dont see that when im with them...
so its better for me or maybe both parties if i leave them...it would be better,trust me

to tell u the truth ive been wanting to do that since May this year...n now i finally did it..
but no matter what,they will still be my friends...i dont know bout them if they feel the same way....but,yeah.

so cheers everybody!no hard feelings aite.. :)

anyway....hahah..had to go to school this morning for the NDP rehearsal...N I WAS LATE!damn..dont know where to put my face...geez
''You almost lost your position did you know that!?''said mr faris...hahah..n later on mrs chu (dats her name rite?) ask me why am i so 'early'..hehee

but trust me you guys...IT WONT HAPPEN AGAIN...honestly

after it ended....some of us(ncc,redcross NCOs) when to 'makan' at vista...the food was nt soo bad...heh
after that wanted to hit the gym,but andy dont want to n shawn would be late....so cancelled la...btw their my gym partners...haha...
we share the same interest la actually....shawn want to be a part-time model...so he has to buff up...n andy n i want to enter airbourne course nxt year...so we go to the gym n do extra training...

cool...haha..n thats bout it for today..would update nxt time...so take care u peeps!!

signing out

7.15pm


/~.`w@kaZzy.'~\

k,so im bored...n i cant sleep...nth gd on tv...so decided to blog...well the past few days have been great...ill be lying if i said dat...haha...it has been gd to be specific.
worrying bout ma maths,learnt dat i need to pass dat to even go to poly n take the course dat i want..i mean,im not as fast as my Amath classmates cos they cn understand better n faster.unlike me,i need some extra time b4 i cn take in everything...well atleast im trying to do sth bout it...well i think soo..
hehee..still got 2 more years...not too late yet ; )
hav to start to pay attention more in class olredi if i wanna make a difference...cey, hahah...
i think its better to know wat u want to do or to achieve later on in life...ur future..so dat u cn start preparing for it sooner...
my senior,his name is rasul...recently graduated frm the airbourne course...dat is basically jumping out of the plane at a few thousand feet with ur parachute on...its call static line to be exact..its quite similar to parachuting...
n ive been preparing for the course lately although its nxt year with ma ncc fren...hahah,semangat...but no harm starting nw rite..=P
we do pullups n dips every second recess n go to the gym every saturday to do weights...built up our muscle.but recently my latest ncc teacher,mr faris...have ordered all ncc nco's to do basic excercises b4 we eat during the first recess...n he put me incharge of it...hahaa...bangge seh... x)
anyway dats bout it i guess...will update again another time..promise...hahah..

cya peeps!

signing out

11.30PM

I never felt nothing in the world like this before
Now I'm missing you and I'm wishing you would come back through my door
Why did you have to go
You could have let me know
So now I'm all alone
Girl you could have stayed but you wouldn't give me a chance
With you not around it's a little bit more than I can stand
And all my tears they
Keep runnin' down my face
Why did you turn away

So why does your pride make you run and hide
Are you that afraid of me
But I know it's a lie what you keep inside
This is not how you want it to be
So baby I will wait for you
Cause I don't know what else I can do
Don't tell me I ran out of time
If it takes the rest of my life
Baby I will wait for you
If you think I fine it just ain't true
I really need you in my life
No matter what I have to do
I'll wait for you
Been a long time since you called me
(How could you forget about me)
You gotta be feeling crazy
(crazy)
How can you walk away
(When)
Everything stays the same
I just can't do it baby
What will it take to make you come back
Girl I told you what it is and it just ain't like that
Why can't you look at me
You're still in love with me
Don't leave me crying
Baby why can't we just, just start all over again
Get it back to the way it was
If you give me a chance
I can love you right
But you're telling me it won't be enough

So baby I will wait for you
Cause I don't know what else I can do
Don't tell me I ran out of time
If it takes the rest of my life
Baby I will wait for you
If you think I fine it just ain't true
I really need you in my life
No matter what I have to do
I'll wait for you

So why does your pride make you run and hide
Are you that afraid of me
But I know it's a lie
What you're keeping inside
That is not how you want it to be
Baby I will wait for you
Baby I will wait for you
If it's the last thing I do

Baby I will wait for you
Cause I don't know what else I can do
Don't tell me I ran out of time
If it takes the rest of my life
Baby I will wait for you
If you think I fine it just ain't true
I really need you in my life
No matter what I have to do
I'll wait for you
I'll be waiting...

troubled life.....yet enjoying it....wat does dat mean.....haha

i may have regretted some of my actions....but im prepared to face wats coming nxt....now listen to me.....kite tk hidup mati jiwe ngan kwn samer skarang....now is only secondary...loose a fren,i dun giv a damn cos there's always another one to replace...hate me?well fuck wat do i care!......

u disturb me....i disturb u back...dun like de way i do it....well dats me then!....now ure mad,now ure piss....n not talking to me no more...well fuck wat do i care....frens may come n go....all i cn say is...GOODBYE....

i still live my life.....n u live ures....at de end....we're all happy...u hate my presence....well fuck i go where i wanna go....still dun like it then leave....im nt going away juz bcos ure there....so u feelin' me!??!??

now i hope ure reading dis.....cos dis is me.....cos dis is wat i am...so anyway.....ill write in summore......soon...

soooo.....cya peeps


6.25 pm

arh!!.....really pissed off wif her....like......4 many reasons ah....first...wanna ask 4 a break up must ask my bros to tell 4 u issit.....y...dont dare arh....or malu.....or paiseh....second.....i dont ever had a f***ing scandal......nk cayer org laen uat pe.....third....u think i can fake love issit.....like wtf..soo all dat ive been doing was fake ah!!.so i woke up very early in de morning to meet u n go to sch together was juz a waste of time rite!!..fikir klaka ke pe!!.so dat time i didnt go 4 my ncc was 4 nth la!!4 god's sake la i want CCA points...i dunno bout u la..n..ouh....yeah....i forgot....ur juz sec 2!!...still immatured....if onli u happen to be wif de same wavelength as me u would noe wats de true meaning of love u **** !!.....fourth.. pls note dat UR DE ONE WHO ASK 4 A BREAK UP!!...dont go telling other ppl i was de one....u ***** !!....

call me fake....huh...ok....well dis is a reminder....UR FACE LK LIKE A F***ING BEROK!!...

hmph....ok so i aint gonna let dis thing spoil my mood....damn wif her seriously....ok so sch was fine juz now....SHE didnt come to sch...dat was a relief.....when to de gym after sch......

dats bout it la......soo c u PEEPS!!

SIGNING OUT

7.50pm

okok!!!.......oh god!!!!........i havent updated my blog since......like.....de parellel universe....hahaha....ok crap!!.....haha...ok....

sooooo......been going to de gym 4 times a week during dis holiday.....cool la i tell u...met new frens n i got a new partner......he's sec1 n is from marsiling sec......but....UNFORTUNATELY.....hes taller den me!!!!......ARGH!!....haha....i was like....wat de F when i first saw him.....hahaha....

n soo.......maybe going to vivo city wif bros.....apiz n nass.....i dunno when la.....but all i can say is dat....i cant wait!!!....hahaha....really boring la stay at hm...ok so im not at hm sumtimes cos i go to the gym......but still.......boring mah!!!....hahax....

nnnnnnnnnnn........nxt week going to KL wif family......tuesday till friday...by my aunt's company bus...TRANSTAR....first class summore......wooohhhhooo!!!....cant wait oso...haha..n b4 we go back we will drop by at SUNWAY LAGOON.....omg...like soo long since ive been there....hmm......i guess since i was..WTH!!.....2-3-4 YEARS OLD!!!.....like soo long sey!!!......luckily dey upgraded de place already.....so its gonna be fun...4 sure!!...im like juz going to wear boxer whem im swimming n take de rides......

soo..........till den peeps!!!


SIGNING OUT

4.00PM

name: azal 'arief a.k.a 'Rusty'
years of existance: 16
School: woodgrove ss
CCA: NCC
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